Flew away

Whiskey stains
on the curtains I drew
in front of you

Smell of smoke
stayed on grey snow
in front of your home

I would have held you close
but I promised you I won’t
I wanted to make you happy
but you’re not that kind to stay at home

So here I am a man whose heart flew away
Happy I was lucky to love for one day

Something in your eyes
I can’t find
nowhere else

Sometimes the taste of your lips
still makes me trip
essence of summer rain

Wet n warm
silent n storm at the same time
wild n calm
I ask you why, why, why
why did we fall
why did we fall
why did we fall

Buckets full of water
pockets full of hands
rain takes the hunger
for lips I no longer can’t

This is my walk
I lick the rain… kissing
Drops of the dawn
wash it all away

So here I am a man whose heart flew away
Happy I was lucky to love for one day

9 am

9 am
Its getting cold
Too cold in your heart
to remember who I am

You said we move too fast
such flame could never last
and keep us warm through our lives
I still sit back n wonder why

Love meant to fail
takes so much from us away
and seems to never heal
its seems impossible to feel
...again

Took my love and heart
drunk it like a coffee cup
useless without
ruthless

How you doubted my love
with no feelings at all
without having your own
without having your own

9 am
it’s time again
to stop to feel
and start to feel
…something new again

Liiglähedus on sisemus

Sa oled nii lähedal
Sind on liiga palju
Ma peatun iseendal
värvides seljale paju

Okstest saagu mu käed
karmid juured jalad
Sina oled see kevadeaeg
mil kõik õitsevad

Ära mine!
ma ei talu üksindust
valgus toorploomine
vaevu veel mahutav vaikust

Nüüd sa pole lähedal
ma tunnen et oleme üks
süda üha vähemal
jääb sinust puutumatuks

Like a Pillow

I wanted to get some sun
but it rained
I wanted to have some fun
but your mood had changed

I wanted to teach you some tricks
but you were too jaded
It seems you get your kicks
from keeping me waiting

I can help you feel alive if you let me
I can help you pass the time if you don’t hurt me
Right now I could use a little help
come over here and help me melt

Pillow is so soft, so are you
I need just one,
but I’d preferred both you two

I wanted to make something of my life
but it seems life made me
You have to wake your dreams alive
before you are faded

Like we used to

You stole my candy
you stole my high
U used to be handy
now I feel like I would die

Why can’t you just let me be happy
Why can’t you just come over n fuck me
like we used to do
like we used to do

Gave you my purple love
3 black doves and my heart
cut all sort of things for you
2 paper angels and shades of blue

Why can’t you just let me be happy
why do your sexy nails have to haunt me
nail marks, they won’t heal
every night they reappear

You’re in my coffee
you’re in my tea
you’re way to sexy
to let you disappear

How could you say no
How could you let go
You could have asked pleas
Before you took my peace

Now your fucking dead
killing imaginations
stuck inside my head
stuck inside my . . . 

Distance of you

Distance has no meaning
everything is near when your there
I could travel dreaming
grow myself wings and fly through the air

The worst times in my life
is when I’m missing you
holding back the cries
wishing the waiting was through

But you say that I’m far too far
and distances are marked with scars
I could give you all I have to give
but you say my dreams not worth living
…should I stop dreaming?

What would you give to
a lonesome heart alone in the dark
Who would you rather sing to
when you say you want to part

The worst times in my life
is when you say I’m wrong
something in me dies
and falls into this song

But I say that distance is nothing to me

Love is true and you’re the dream
I had once in my sleep
I had but couldn’t keep
…but I still dream

Distance means nothing
when you don’t distance your heart…from me
it takes a little dreaming, in your-self believing
and in me…

I won’t stop to dream
I won’t stop to dream
Distance means nothing, nothing to me
I won’t, won’t stop to dream